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Life Lately vol. 6

Hello from the tropics!

I haven’t added to my Life Lately series, so maybe this is the right time for an update. I feel like there’s just a lot to cover. There’s too much going on in my life that I would probably be confused as I write it, and I wouldn’t want the readers to be just as confused as I am. So this update would be just random snippets of what’s happening here and there, and I hope somewhere, someone can relate to this too.

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Rain is Coming

Finally! Just when I feel like I’m so done with this summer heat, the rainy season will be officially announced come first week of June. Which is this week. You don’t know how much we need the rain and a little chill in the air. Sometimes, I get too lazy to go out because it’s so hot, I just want to stay home and not wear pants and take three-hour showers.

Even my uncle’s dog is done with the heat.

Mother’s Day

We took my mom out for Mother’s Day. She’s already the Queen, but even queens deserve extra love and attention on a particular day.

Since I had different plans for Mother’s Day, we went with an unplanned lunch celebration at the mall. Imagine: no reservations, no particular restaurant in mind, family barging into a very busy mall with the intention (and determination) of getting a table somewhere. After three restaurant fails and twenty minutes of waiting, we finally snagged a table at Bulgogi Brothers, a Korean restaurant that served the usual pork barbecue, spicy rice cakes, japchae, steak, bibimbap, kimchi stew, all those delicious Korean dishes that’s so popular in the recent years.

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I cooked dinner at home, something a little fancy as well, then made S’mores for dessert. As for the toasting of marshmallows, we had to improvise because we don’t have a firepit in the backyard for that authentic S’mores feel. Heh. But first attempt at S’mores is a success and everyone was happy.

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Me, Myself and I

I think I’ve said it so many times in my old posts, but anxiety and depression has been my companion for many, many months now. I’m trying to battle with it, hoping that I can still try to overcome it and make myself deal with it without having to go through a professional. I don’t like the idea of depending on meds just to “balance” things out, but sometimes I also wonder if meds will make it all better. I try to keep track of my moods because they’re very, very unpredictable lately. I used to think that if I’m very, very happy one minute, something bad will always come next. It keeps me from feeling genuinely happy for a long time, and it’s not just because I keep entertaining the thought. It’s very difficult to keep them away, to be honest, but I’m trying my hardest to not go down the rabbit hole and stay lost. My moods are either very happy or very sad, all at extreme ends of the emotional spectrum. In between are feelings of doubt, anger, and everything else in between.

Anyway, I’m still going through rough times but as always, everything will be okay.

Happy List

I keep a list of things that make me happy. Not because I need blog content (haha what) but because it’s a way for me to remember that despite rough patches, there are more things to be happy about and a lot to be grateful for.

  • The smell of freshly laundered sheets. The fabric softener’s scent makes me want to stay in bed longer (oops…is this a bad thing orrr).
  • Maroon 5’s “Wait” and “Girls Like You” has been an earworm for days now.
  • I think I’ve seen every video released by Dr. Rahim Salehmohamed. I’m so addicted to how he works with patients and how he explains stuff to them in a very professional manner. He’s also funny, which probably makes the experience a little less stressful. If I didn’t live halfway across the world, I would have my neck cracked and my spine aligned by Dr. Rahim.
  • Being able to recreate a recipe I watched on Judy Anne’s Kitchen. So far, the tinapa rolls are my favorite.
  • My new airconditioning unit. Yethhhh.
  • Figuring out instructions to a DIY project.
  • On the same note…Pinterest. I spend hours on Pinterest, just finding mood boards and projects for inspiration.
  • Grocery shopping. Okay, listen. Every adult needs to be able to figure out the aisles at the grocery store and find what they need. It’s an accomplishment, truly. I’m the type of person who would go through every aisle in the store even if I have nothing to get from there. My mild obsessive-compulsive brain will not be happy about the imbalance if I skip aisles. #excusesexcuses
  • Food flatlays. There is nothing more perfect than a pretty food flatlay that makes you want to pick one up and scarf it down immediately.
  • Body massages and nail spa treatments. Heaven.
  • I’ve had Coco Fresh Tea and Juice twice this week. My favorite is the 3 Buddies milk tea flavor (milk tea with pearl, pudding, and grass jelly). I tried the Lemon Yakult Slushie and it was good, but I prefer Happy Lemon’s.

I’ve been more productive since my last post but I’m not going to nitpick each accomplishment or trial and write about them. Life has basically been about living the most out of what I have, and learning that there are far worse things in this world than to dwell on what I cannot control. Hopefully, June will be more productive than April and May. I’m looking forward to more blessings (for reasons) and I’m just happy that I’m still alive and breathing.

Happy weekend, folks. ❤

 

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Introspection No. 9: Here Comes the Sun and My Mind is a Battlefield

Hello, 22nd of April.

I feel like I’ve been struggling with a lot of things all at once, but that’s because I really do have a lot of things to do. I also have a lot of things planned, so things can get so overwhelming at times. Most of the time.

It’s already mid-April but I feel like time has gone by quickly without me noticing it. It happens when I’m too busy with my daily struggles that I lose track of the other good things in life. My life lately has been consumed by work and work and work, sometimes I wake up in the morning wondering what day it was. I get disoriented like that, but don’t we all?

It’s summer, by the way. Which means that this tropical country is set to be an inferno above ground. The weather are in the extremes (hello, global warming) and if it’s hot, it can get disgustingly so. If it’s cold, well, it’s still hot. Welcome to the tropics!

Since we moved to this new place, everything has been calm and things are still an organized state of chaos. Which is a very refreshing change from my life back in the old place. I love that house so much, but maybe the vibe in that place was shouting for change and positivity. I no longer cry just thinking about how much I missed my old, spacious room, but we can’t have everything we want. Besides, this new house screams hope and only good things from hereon.

I keep getting distracted by the heat. It’s a disgusting 34 degrees celsius (sorry, American friends) and I don’t remember how many times I’ve taken a shower since last night. A good three or four, maybe? I’ve changed shirts so many times as well, I’ve had to do my laundry twice this weekend. Here’s the thing: we have AC for each room except my bedroom. Because the AC slot in my room is smaller than my unit, so my mom had to take my unit and I have to buy a new one that would fit the slot in my room. I guess I’m oversharing on the internet again but I need someone to cry with me while I sleep without airconditioning in my room, at 34 to 35 degree weather.

Totally unrelated to the summer heat (or maybe related idk), but my brain’s very slow lately. I miss the times I can memorize paragraphs and paragraphs of book quotes and general info, but we can’t go back to our sixteen year old selves and be as fresh and perky. The older I get, the more anxious I become. The older I get, the more insecure I get. The more self-confidence I lose. The more memories I forget. At some point, I was wondering if I should blame it on some issue like dementia (I seriously considered this, okay). I don’t know why I thought of this, but I’m finding myself losing a chunk of memories from before that I have to struggle with to recall. Or maybe it’s some other issue that I’ll have to deal with sooner than later. We’ll see.

I’ve also began thinking a lot about my future, my mom and my denial about her getting old and eventually passing on, my own passing and going at it alone, regrets, more regrets, and a ton of what ifs. Getting older each year has become a struggle. I think a lot about a lot of things, I struggle with dealing with things I didn’t used to find so difficult. My mind is a battlefield, and I’m trying very hard not to lose it. Is this normal? Or am I overthinking again?

On a different note, I love reading personal blogs like mine. I find it more raw and relatable, especially when I read about someone’s daily triumphs and struggles. It lets me know that I’m not alone with my insecurities, my problems, my silly ideas. Send me personal blog recommendations, pretty please. 🙂

 

Productively Unproductive

How long have I been staring at the blinking cursor on my laptop screen? I think I started right at the opening credits of this horrible movie being shown on cable, and realized I was actually doing it when the end credits rolled. Which was about two hours or more, come to think of it.

Yikes.

So I have stuff to write about, photos to edit, things to research about. But my mind kept wandering off into worlds unknown, never to return until two months later. Have you ever been to the Island of Procrastination? I’ve bought a large property there and I was thinking about buying another one.

Moving along.

I think we all can relate to this story. Knowing we have a ton of work to do, end up taking a nap instead, then wake up hours later with still a truckload of things to do. Sometimes my daily stress (I can’t help it) makes me retreat inside my shell of low self-esteem and waning energy. I tried to keep track of the things I do when I’m not in the mood to do anything at all.

  1. Drowning in my stressful thoughts and habitual overthinking.
  2. Staring at photos of beautiful houses on Pinterest and weeping about wanting a pearl backsplash (which is unnecessary because our current backsplash is already amazing) in the kitchen and a huge swing in the front porch.
  3. Watching movie after movie on Netflix when I still have pending movies/shows in my to-watch list.
  4. Watching YouTube vloggers and be angry about not being able to travel and eat and shop as much as they do because I have a deadline to meet at work tomorrow.
  5. Searching Pinterest for the best three-ingredient-recipe for something because there’s nothing in the pantry except for those three ingredients.
  6. Watching episodes of Property Brothers even if I’ve seen them a ton of times already.
  7. Wasting two hours of my life watching crappy movies when I could have been doing something else more productive.

So. Productivity.

No, I haven’t forgotten what it’s like to be productive. Instead, I tried to change my unproductive self (who’s supposed to be doing something important) into a productive self (who’s still not doing what she’s supposed to be doing but at least she’s no longer unproductive).

  1. Going through my closet and figuring out what to keep, what to donate, what to throw away. I managed to come up with two balikbayan  boxes worth of clothes that I no longer use but refuse to give up. Baka pumayat pa kasi ako… but when will that ever be? Unless I lose all this weight, my closet will still be filled with clothes that no longer fit me because baka pumayat pa kasi ako.
  2. Doing a major kitchen drawers and cabinets organization strategy. Those countless hours of Pinterest-ing has paid off. I’ve managed to declutter the kitchen counter cabinets and fit everything in just four compartments. Now I have two more drawers that are empty and can be used for more storage in the future. I’ve also managed to clean out our fridge over the weekend! Imagine, finding boxes of unsweetened baking chocolates from the U.S. that have expired back in February 2017. Major YIKES. I’ve cleaned the fridge several times since we moved in last year, but I think I was just putting the boxes and bottles back in without checking the expiration date.
  3. Because I know myself very well, I get into those lazy moods where I can’t be bothered into doing chores. I work 8 am to 5 pm, traveling to and from work as early as 5 am and as late as 9 pm. I’m tired and I don’t want to do chores, okay? So here’s the thing. I throw in my laundry every Saturday morning, as soon as I wake up, because at least that’s over and done with before I trudge on to start my day. As a result, it has become a habit that I no longer find exhausting. I don’t even do the washing and drying…I just leave that to the machine. How hard could that be? So now, I get my laundry done either Friday night (if I’m feeling extra productive), or Saturday morning.
  4. I love to cook. If you follow my Instagram account, then you’ll know I love cooking for people. So I cook very early on weekends because a) I might be too lazy to do it multiple times a day, and b) I rarely see the rest of the family during weekdays, so I make sure we sit down together and share meals on weekends.
  5. Sometimes social media can get too overwhelming. To add to my anxiety and depression, and my lack of self-confidence thereof, I feel even worse when I look at Instagram feeds of social media influencers and celebrities. Sometimes it’s better to unplug from technology and pick up that book I’ve been procrastinating on and finish where I left off. I might be missing out on social media but at least I’ve finished the book I was meant to finish a year ago.
  6. When I’m angry or sad, I get in this angst mode and it’s hard to focus on anything else. So what I do is I clean the house. I might be mopping the floors a little aggressively, spraying room and linen fragrances a little more than necessary, drowning the toilet bowl with cleansers and disinfectants more than I have to, but at least I’ve managed to clean the entire house. Aggressively.

I’m fine, though. I have my moods. I may be feeling a little overwhelmed about a lot of things, but there’s no way of going past it except to go through it. I used to just lie in bed and nap, or stay out for as long as I could so I don’t think end up thinking about my problems. As trivial as these things on my list might be, I’m doing the best I can to overcome not being productive, and turn my hours into something a little more fruitful.

 

Happy List No. 5

I think I speak for the rest of humankind when I say “we all need a little happiness today.” What’s a better way of spending the weekend than sleeping in, eating some comfort food, and watching movie after movie on Netflix? Nothing. Nothing’s better than relaxing on a weekend. We all have five days in a week to hustle at work, go through our usual routines, and work our asses off Monday through Friday. We all deserve to relax on weekends.

  1. Oscar-nominated movie marathon. So far, I’ve seen Ladybird, The Shape of Water, Get Out, The Greatest Showman, Dunkirk, and Darkest Hour. I have yet to see the rest of the Best Picture list, but so far, I’ve loved every single movie I mentioned.
  2. Saoirse Ronan. Ugh. I love her. She’s a great actress at such a young age. I don’t think I’ve seen her in any film and thought she lacked in delivery. She always delivers.
  3. Fresh flowers on the dining table. Or basically just fresh flowers in the house. I love how it brings color to a white and grey-themed house, especially since the colors and textures pop out more.
  4. Black Panther! Wakanda forever.
  5. Starbucks’ Ice Shaken Hibiscus Tea with Pomegranate Pearls. Because those little pomegranate pearls burst in your mouth and add a little more flavor to your tea.
  6. Hallmark romantic movies. Don’t judge. I’m in a cheesy, romantic mood lately and watching sappy Hallmark movies (yes, they’re sometimes silly, yes, they’re predictable) make me very happy.
  7. Miniso’s Aloe Relaxing Moisture Soothing Gel. I use this after washing my face, especially since the skin feels tight and a little dry. This is very soothing, to be honest.
  8. 5 am drizzles. Because you feel a little chill and you just want to crawl back in bed and sleep.
  9. Cleaning email inboxes. Because yes. De-cluttering is life, even if it means going through your emails.
  10. Mark Hamill finally has a star on the Walk of Fame. Fucking finally.
  11. Waking up before everyone else on a Sunday morning. And I just hang out in the kitchen and make a fresh pot of coffee. The smell wakes me up immediately.
  12. Driving around on a rainy night and listening to an acoustic playlist. Imagine sitting in the car, driving around on a Saturday night, listening to Crash Into Me or One Headlight. I need more nights like these.
  13. Discovering a new/alternative route on the way home. At least I won’t get lost on my way home now.
  14. A strong wifi connection. I love our new service provider. Yesss.
  15. Reconnecting with old friends.
  16. Discovering meditation. Trying to find more things to add in my self-care list. Relaxing my mind is such a hard task but I’m trying. Trust me.
  17. Calligraphy. I’ve always been told that my handwriting is pretty. I’m trying to learn and practice calligraphy because I find it very relaxing to doodle on empty journal pages.
  18. Chris Evans + beard. *Insert pathetic ugly sobbing sounds here*
  19. Seeing re-runs of shows I used to watch when I was a little girl.
  20. The smell of my Mom’s crispy fried chicken. It might not be Jollibee’s Chicken Joy but it tastes so damn good I could cry.

Might not be a long list but these things kept my sanity during a roller coaster ride of a week. What would be on your Happy List? 🙂

The Sunday Currently vol. 27

Reading

Picked up on The Mark of Athena again. I started this a few years ago but due to a very busy schedule and then not having the motivation to read again, I never got to finish it. I was going through some books in my (now tiny) shelf and I’ve decided to finally finish this one so I could move on to the next in the series.

Writing

This entry! And I’ve posted entries at least once or twice in the past month so I’m making progress, guyth.

Listening

I’ve recently picked up on some meditation and motivational playlists just to try to make myself a better person. It’s all in the mind, I believe. Sadly, my focus and mindset have become poorer and poorer over the past couple of years. I’m listening to podcasts and playlists that might help me focus on the things that matter.

Thinking

Small business ideas. I’m currently facing the ugly truth that this move to the new city might be the best thing to happen in a long while, but it’s the most expensive since my workplace is so far from here. Transportation costs increased significantly, so I’m thinking of small business ideas that might help with the additional income.

Smelling

The whole house (especially the kitchen) smells amazing the entire day. I’ve been cooking since lunch this afternoon, and as I type this, there’s chicken roasting in the turbo broiler. So far, I’ve smelled meatballs in mushroom sauce (for lunch), Korean sesame wagyu ground beef  (such a mouthful, but I didn’t know what to call it haha), peach cobbler, and now the garlic and lemongrass roast chicken.

Wishing

It’s the 25th of April. Just one more month to go.

Hoping

A good and productive work week!

Wearing

An old Pagudpod shirt and light denim shorts I got a year ago from SM.

Loving

Family. Friends. Food. Life.

Wanting

This Taiwan trip to push through. (Still this.)

Needing

An actual camera. Not just my phone, but something I can use that would yield high quality, clearer, more crisp photos.

Feeling

Hot, (literally) because summer’s about to start. Heavy, because I’ve been drinking so much water lately. Plus, I’ve been cooking and eating a lot too, so who am I to complain…

Clicking

This. https://thosepositivethoughts.com/personal-growth/10-ted-talks-for-personal-development/1999/

And this.  https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5xdS3lFApjvOs9zdys3eOw/videos  (I binge-watched her channel because she’s funny and she’s a good cook. I love her kitchen too.)

And this, since yesterday.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X89B4qTilaI&t=335s  I love her, and she’s such a good makeup artist.

 

How was your weekend? Here’s to a chill week ahead for all of us. 🙂

The Sunday Currently is the brainchild of Sidda Thornton

Gastronomic Adventures: In Which I Don’t Even Hide My Love For Food

Admit it. We all love a pretty Instagram photo of food flatlays. I’m a sucker for pretty food aesthetics on IG and Pinterest, especially if they’re well-put together and has a particular theme. But let us also admit that apart from the pretty photos, we just love food in general.

If you’ve been following my Instagram account, you know I post a lot of photos about food I’ve tried in several establishments as well as stuff that I make at home. Thinking back on late last year and this year, I have a handful of photos I haven’t shared in the blog. Maybe one day I will make a proper food post, or better yet follow the food blog I’ve started with my siblings though we haven’t posted anything yet. We’ll get into that more later.

But here. Enjoy some pretty decent stuff from my gastronomic adventures. Enjoy!

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Shabu-shabi Ichiban (Circuit Makati)

We love this place. We usually go around lunch time on a Sunday so it’s not so crowded yet at that time. What I love about it is how you have the freedom to choose your set, your drink, your soup, etc. I personally love the tonkotsu soup, tantan and spicy szechuan. We’ve tried some others and though equally good, it’s just a matter of taste preference.

Their tuna and salmon sashimi are very fresh. You can tell how fresh their veggies are by how crisp and green they are. Their ebi tempura are freshly-cooked when served. The only thing I didn’t like were the edamame. I mean, I love them but the restaurant seems to have forgotten that they’re supposed to remove those stringy things at the sides. It was so hard to eat because each time you have one, you have to be bothered into taking the stringy things out. We just end up not eating any edamame at all, which I think is sad. Other than my love-hate relationship with Shabu Shabi Ichiban‘s edamame, everything’s good.

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BBQ Chicken & Pizza (Vista Mall, Molino)

We discovered this place one Saturday afternoon while buying stuff at All Home. We tried their kimchi ricespicy dduk-bbokihot bibimbap, and yangnyum chicken. The food was pretty good, though I’m a little disappointed about their service. After taking a little bit of time going over their menu, we discovered they have cheaper choices with their bento boxes and none of the staff bothered to suggest them as additional choices. My brother said maybe because they’re a lot cheaper than what’s in the menu, so they’re not exactly “offering” the bentos. Oh well.

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Mama Lou’s Italian Kitchen

Okay, listen here.

Nachos, fried calamari, poutine, mushroom chicharon, vesuvio, spaghetti seafood olio, shrimp a’limone, vongole olio, quattro formaggi, Mama Lou’s special (pizza with mangoes and prosciutto).

That is all.

Bonus: Try the watermelon fruit shake because I said so. You’re welcome.

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St. Marc Cafe (Evia Lifestyle Center)

After a very heavy meal at Mama Lou’s, we couldn’t resist stopping at St. Marc Cafe. What was originally a plan to have an after-meal coffee turned into an ice cream and coffee party, with the entire family occupying around three or four tables over such a fun gastronomic Sunday. The menu is a bit pricey, but with very generous servings and excellent tasting dessert, I think the Php 150 ice cream in a waffle cone is worth it.

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Vikings (Megamall)

Obviously, these are just cute little tasty things from the dessert buffet, but we all know what’s in Vikings. Steaks, turkey and stuffings, the sushi and sashimi section, japchae, seafood chowder, cold cuts for finger food, smoked salmon and capers on toast for my favorite appetizers. There are a lot of food to consider at Vikings that even their dessert buffet makes you feel giddy.

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The Coffee Project (Vista Mall, Molino)

I’ve always wanted to enter this place but either there’s no time or there’s no time. I finally had the chance last night after work, when I was supposed to buy stuff at the supermarket but ended up having late dinner first. I liked the iced cafe mocha but not so much the garlic and sausage pasta. It was too oily for my taste, too sweet and not much of the salty-garlicky taste I love in longganisas. I wasn’t too sure my taste buds understood what this thing was trying to say, but they definitely did not agree with each other.

And now, some stuff we had at home. Hey, my family’s very into food and we just love making and sharing good food creations. I especially love waking up early during weekends, putting on a fresh pot of coffee, looking in the fridge and pantry for potential food menus for the day (I sound like a Food Network chef but I am faaaaar from one hahaha huhu).

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Gong xi fa cai! We had hot pot at home for Chinese New Year and we hung out with family and relatives. It’s always fun spending time and catching up with everyone while we stuff our faces with food!

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New discovery from China: TOFU SKIN. And they taste so good.

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I was sick for about two, three weeks (on and off) so last weekend, I made myself some fish tofu noodle soup. So good, and will always be a favorite.

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What do you do to leftover tinapa (smoked fish)? You make it into a spicy tinapa pasta! This one’s very easy to make. Just debone the smoked fish, cut cherry tomatoes in half, chop up some garlic and parsley, drizzle a little chili oil…voila! Squeeze a little lemon juice if you like and it gives a little freshness to it.

Have you discovered any new food establishments lately? Tried new recipes? Favorite food blogger or Instagrammer? Share the details so I can check them out as well. Send links of your food posts, favorite food blog posts, or just talk to me about food. 🙂

 

Memory Keeper No.1

I’m almost 100% sure that someone else has thought of making some sort of memory keeper post, so I’m not taking credit for this at all. But I would like to start this blog series of documenting bits and pieces of my life that I can look back on a few months or years down the road. It will be like my Happy List series, only a little more detailed. At this point in time, we all need a little happiness to look back on instead of the painful memories that hound us everyday. I’d like this to be my little share of spreading positivity around.

  • The way my Mom says my name when she has something nice to share about her day. It makes me want to keep that tone of her voice in my head and remember it for always.
  • My brother isn’t too big on socializing and/or initiating social activities, so when he asks if I want to go see a movie or have lunch somewhere, I get a tad too excited. We only see each other on weekends because of our work schedule, so this is always a happy memory for me.
  • When I wake up early but in a very good mood. I linger in bed for a while, feeling blessed about the new home and waking up to a new day. I like the feel of cool, crisp sheets under me and the warm fluffy throw over my feet.
  • The smell of fresh coffee being made in the new coffeemaker I got for Christmas. It perks me up even before I have had a drink of it.
  • Early Saturday mornings spent at the rooftop, watching the sunrise turn the sky a soft orange, pink, blue and purple.
  • I like waking up early on weekends and drink my coffee while I sit at the dining table, catching up on emails and blogs and such. The house is quiet when everyone’s still asleep.
  • Spending Sunday brunch with family and relatives. It’s such a joy to hear loud laughter and endless teasing.
  • My mom has a ratty old chair that she likes sitting on. It’s some sort of recliner but not as comfortable as a La-Z-Boy. Anyway, she loves sitting on it while watching TV. Not five minutes later, she would be softly snoring away. I always try to make her get up and go to bed for real, but just watching her sleeping makes my heart melt.
  • That funny moment at a restaurant when everyone stops as soon as food arrives and takes photos for Instagram. It used to be just me, but then everyone started doing it and posting food photos on their IG that now, it just looks funny when we’re in public.

 

It isn’t much yet, but my mind was going through the events of the past two weeks. I hope I can keep this series going in order to spread some positivity out there. Maybe you can start your own Memory Keeper series too, yes? Share the link with me if you ever start one.

Happy weekend, folks.

 

 

 

The Sunday Currently vol. 26

Reading

Sadly…nothing yet. I haven’t started a reading list for this year, so if you have book recommendations then please let me know!

Writing

Slowly easing my way back into the blogging world. I have plans for this year, like adding a food blog and such, so hopefully that plan will finally push through.

Listening

My recent Spotify playlists consist of 90s tunes, coffee house jazz selections, and some new pop tunes just to keep myself updated.

Thinking

Of ways to be a better person. It sounds very cliche and corny, but I literally am thinking of how I can improve this year. So many bad habits to let go of, some new things to try. That’s what’s on my mind a lot these days.

Smelling

My cousin gave me a vial of essential oils to help with my weekend-long migraine. It smells of peppermint and lavender.

Wishing

It’s the 25th of April. For reasons.

Hoping

I have a good week at work. I’ve got trainings to go to, tasks to finish, reports to submit, so hopefully I survive without too much casualty.

Wearing

A plain peach Forever 21 shirt and boxers.

Loving

The new house! Like I mentioned in my previous post, it’s a little slower than planned, but the house is coming together nicely. Maybe another week or two and we’d finally get everything done at our new home.

Wanting

This Taiwan trip to push through.

Needing

More hours in the day for sleep. More days in a weekend, and less work days.

Feeling

Sleepy. Very sleepy. It’s 11:24 pm on a Sunday and it has been a very long, productive day.

Clicking

Embarrassingly so, Hallmark romantic movie after another. Don’t judge me.

 

How was your weekend? Here’s to a chill week ahead for all of us. 🙂

 

The Sunday Currently is the brainchild of Sidda Thornton

Life Lately vol. 5

Tonight is the very first time in months I had time to write. New Year’s was two weeks ago (Happy New Year, by the way!) and to state the obvious, this post is way overdue. I think most of you have already published their year-end reflections, yet here I am. In my defense, we moved from one city to another, and we’re still in the process of putting things together.

Things are moving slower than expected, but that’s understandable. We’re choosing which ones to splurge on and which ones to hold back on expenses. Say, painting the house. We figured we would pay professionals do the tile work and everything else that comes with building a bathroom, but we’d save money by doing the paint job ourselves. We’ve done it before at the old house, so that’s not really something alien to us. We’ve let go of some furniture, and decided to purchase some new ones as necessary. It’s all just a matter of deciding which ones to spend money on, and which ones to work on ourselves.

Anyway. Life lately. Right.

2017 was not the best year, but it wasn’t so bad either. After months and months of being stressed and overworked, I’m finally happy with work and the way things are going for me in the office. My boss is ze best. My co-workers are ze best. My work load is tough but not impossible. Sometimes I think about how I used to sit in the toilet at work and cry at 8:30 am because I felt like I was drowning with tasks. Everyone was breathing down my neck and I couldn’t breathe. My anxiety was off the roof and I was very depressed. I still tear up just thinking about those days, and I will never not be thankful for this new chance.

Last year was also a year of many realizations. Not all good, some are habits that I need to break. Sometimes it takes years to realize something about yourself. But maybe because you’re either unaware about it or you’re just denying it.

  • My patience has gotten shorter over the years. Last year was the worst. And with a shorter patience comes the horrible temper. I know I’ve annoyed/hurt/offended some people, especially my family, but it wasn’t something I did intentionally. I just feel like I’ve become more outspoken last year, which meant I had more unsolicited opinions.
  • I was and still is at my worst, health-wise. I need to watch what I eat, choose better food intake, lose A LOT of weight, stop eating my emotions away (I stress eat, okay), exercise, exercise, exercise! I should get back to working out and keep the momentum.
  • I didn’t get to finish a single book last year. Shame! I used to be such a voracious reader. Now I’m too lazy to read, which is both a depressing and disappointing realization.
  • The older I get, the more I think about death.
  • There are so many assholes who get fame and credit when there are so many more wonderful human beings who deserve to be noticed.
  • I was extra clingy and needy last year. Heh.
  • My skin is at its worst. I wish I had my skin like back when I was 18, and I wish I took better care of it over the years.
  • I have a love-hate relationship with blogging. Lazy today, motivated tomorrow. Once I get the laptop running, my mood shifts. It’s sort of annoying and frustrating, actually.
  • Sorta want to vlog. But I have the most boring life and I have nothing exciting to vlog about. I should stick to watching other people vlog about their exciting lives.
  • No Game of Thrones until 2019. Yikes.
  • I’m not usually very good with change, but I’m very glad we moved to another city. There will be a lot of adjustments and sacrifices, but all in all, the change was good for everyone.
  • I have a renewed love for writing.

Hopefully I get to write more here. I used to always write for whatever random reason, but procrastination is a thing and it ruins my writing mood. I’ll do better this year. Here’s to hoping for more new adventures, learnings, new discoveries, and all in all an absolutely fracking wonderful 2018.

How’s the first half of January going for you? 🙂

Life Lately vol. 4

I feel like all I’ve done lately is rush about finishing tasks/errands, cramming six months worth of packing into just a month, and dealing with stress to the highest levels. My emotions have been teetering between happy and sad, angry and ecstatic…it’s definitely not healthy for my head and my heart. I can’t wait until the day we finally, finally move into the new house and just enjoy the task of decorating according to our taste and preference. It will happen soon, of course. I just need a little extra patience before it does happen.

So lately, life has been about:

  • Packing A LOT of my stuff in boxes AND throwing away stuff I don’t need. I’m actually doing this with eyes closed, otherwise I would only end up keeping things that I don’t really need. It also made me realize that I have SO MUCH trash kept in every corner of my room, and it doesn’t matter how they were organized in drawers, shelves, cabinets. They’re still stuff I no longer need.
  • Contacted The Book Stop Project because I will be donating one balikbayan box filled with books. I decided against selling those and opted to donate them instead.
  • Spending a little more time with the family. This is both happy and sad because we go out and eat, which is one of our favorite bonding moments. And the sad part about it? We go out and eat.
  • On that note, I seriously NEED to get back to working out.
  • Looking at cheap flights for 2018. Hopefully once the chaos have died down, I’d like to go back to Switzerland, or go to Paris, New Zealand or Copenhagen. I haven’t gone out of the country in a long time and the itch to travel has gotten stronger than ever.
  • Looking into new career opportunities, but also not really. Just toying around with the idea of finding something other than my current career, but then again, I’m also quite happy now than I was in recent years.
  • Trying to continue German language lessons.
  • My anxiety and depression is at its worst this month.
  • Not having the motivation for ANYTHING lately. I noticed that the more chaotic it gets at home (aka more packed belongings in boxes, renovation plans, etc etc), the more I am losing my motivation for anything.
  • I spend more hours on Pinterest now (for home decor/renovation ideas) than I did when I joined years ago.
  • Being salty over the smallest things.
  • Being salty over people.
  • Being salty everyday.
  • Photo walks.
  • Watching cheesy, corny romantic Hallmark movies (I know you’re judging. Don’t judge. It actually makes you feel nice, warm and fuzzy. Just ignore the cringe-worthy parts.)

Also, here are some shows/films I’ve seen recently. If you’re interested, you might want to check some of these out:

  • Stranger Things (season 2)
  • Godless (season 1…Jack O’Connell is soooo fine)
  • Outlander (season 3)
  • Designated Survivor (season 2)
  • Punisher
  • The Mist (I haven’t finished watching and I’m still trying to figure out if I like this or not)
  • Alias Grace (this is soooo good)

I’ve lost interest in The Walking Dead but I’m still into Game of Thrones. So sue me.

What have you been up to lately? 🙂